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Maniacal Entropik Discordium

by Symphony Of Heaven

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SoulRetch 07:52
Face down, spewing wretched bile No memory of that time A sickening reality with no escape Expose my inside This putrid hatred seeps into the dark Body strains and sanity splits apart Curses fly under the moonless sky This retching of my soul Never ending evil haunts these walls A dark cloud descends I've failed in my weakness, hope has left Surely God will uproot, replant While I wait in the mire and the mud All that's left here is what use to be Nothing left here, save what should not be Fire in the soul, bred destruction to the mind Pierce the heart, leaves what's good all for behind Save and comfort these tired eyes SoulRetch, SoulRetch Recollection of a life lost Weighed down, covered in the ash Tranquility and pain by my side Slipping away, out of my grasp Slipping away, all slipping away Drink down the death
2.
These scars left memories Cold and ice, and frozen wind Drifting to forgotten now Becoming nothing but a dream Night terrors, ripped apart Awakening to nothing The waves keep crashing against the shore Over and over, again once more The point of change within For battles will not leave a man the same Was I punished for no reason at all? Or was it the fire that I needed To cleanse all from the forefront of my heart Upward and wrapped about A soft painful glow, and darkness beyond The light upon the pillars burned into my mind's eye This close to leaving it all behind Many paths have I traveled And yet it stays before me The snow still lingers in the air Still falls upon my dreams Fields of frozen delusion Wastelands of beautiful pain Leave me but still abide Be gone, but reside within Treasure the agony Inhale the taste of this soul's retch Bathe in misfortune's neglect Let it revive me inwardly Stripped down to the dregs Let evil be seen for what it is Let God be true, every man a liar As I think upon my death Sing your dirge, and weep within Cover yourself in the ashes again Sing your dirge, and weep within Cover yourself in the ashes again Sing your dirge, weep within Cover yourself in the ashes again Sing your dirge, weep within Cover yourself in the ashes again
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Destruction before my very eyes Infiltrated by evil from the skies Destroy the innocent among us Crush them with dark power No longer hidden from sight Set ablaze the air tonight Begin the struggle, calling out Eradication of inner doubt Buried, never to be found To gaze upon destruction, cast to the ground The mystery of evil's becoming The riddle of it's use Death brings no light to it's disciple It glories in it's abuse Oh Righteous Destruction from on High Rain down Your fire, let the wrath be nigh To destroy our flesh in the lands To gaze upon destruction by the work of Your Hand Oh God, the All-Consuming Fire, see the wreckage we have caused Extinguish the old life within our bones As You gaze upon our destruction Destroy this heart Bury this lie Rescue this wretched soul Annihilate this waywardness Save us from on high, from on high Hear my cry to You Let Your saving wrath and fire bring us through God's Providence save me through reflection His Divine Power within destruction Destruction from on high I am a man who has seen affliction In darkness, walking without light Surely against me, He has turned His Hand all the day and night In dark places He has me dwell He has shut out my prayer My souls been filled with rage, filled with rage Let me sit alone in silence My God is near in the violence
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Entropy 05:10
This Cold descends upon my soul The rain falls in darkest skies Why is my pain so precious? Why are my sorrows so warm? Agony's Icey breath embraces me Buries me in sweet decay Depth of life I had not reached Panic stricken, end of me Entropy proceeding Soon I'll be ice cold, nothing left Nothing left but death Death seems now better than life This absolute suffering I've reached my end, hold me close Father Now it's gone, now it's gone This absolute suffering Changing my life, frantic, dark Screaming, agonizing Burning up what remains This world has spun apart Extinguish the life from my heart
5.
Pages turn, the chapters close The sun sets on a bleak Day Rising again to an evermore darkness Vanity truly it seems, the wind rushes onward Fools we are Soon will be your time and mine, it will all be taken from you and I Inescapable coming vision, trapped in the aftermath The plants withered quickly, down to dust Only regret as snow on dead winter fields Time will have you as well Old and forgotten, cold and rotten Crying in the soul for unhealing scars The beauty was vain, the purpose was pain Can't come to grips, departed Grieving-hearted, lost again Up within the loft, peer inside the box Empty now from the tears, purpose lost from the years Surely my words fall swiftly on Missed by all whose near Like the rust that abounds Nothing left to do but waste away Can you feel the death in my veins? Can you see it's becoming? In the ice of winter's grip My inner self transforming Look into these hands of mine See the rusted scars of time Darkness breaks into the soul Devours all that's left Freeze creeps in and kills the heart Ice has done its frozen part Bury the hope in the fields Never to be felt again
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Sit within my inner darkness now The moonlight mocking me The warmth of the night has returned Distant faint lights, echo in my eyes Echo in my eyes Nightmares inside and terrors without The ground wraps me in its warm embrace The sounds of my pain dissipates Into the surrounding world Singular existence now To walk this life as dead Utterly alone inside this reality now Echoes from the light Inside dark nights This life has lost its Heart Suffer with no cause Bleed the soul 'til all is gone Straight through the darkest nights Drowning in the sorrow, praying for the light, the light Further into despair I sink My heart opens wide to speak Free me from the mud and mire Of You oh God I seek Asphyxiated by the smoke and flames Buried by the torture Seeking for Your Face This afflictions ripped apart my soul This infliction has left this empty hole The feeling of the end has only just begun No rising of the sun, the darkest nights have come Life's long journey in the cold My life has lost its heart Suffer without cause Break my soul 'til all is gone Straight through the darkest night Praying for the light Drowning in the sorrow
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The Grieving 07:26
Stare into the night Whispers from the past Aching heart within A dark that everlasts Grieving my soul The pain carries on Reaching the dawn Shine brightly as the rain falls down Hold me tightly as my heart hits the ground Penetrate my soul Rescue from this darkened void Lead me through this agony This agony Suffer my heart to speak so weakly Render this fate to die off quickly The Grieving is here, death feels so near And ever living, ever growing nightmare All the light has disappeared The Grieving is here, death feels so near An ever living, ever growing nightmare All the light is gone The horror grips from within The sunlight in my head is dim The terror rips out my eyes My hands are empty, lifted to the sky Oh God why again? Can't You hear my prayer? Will you not take this away? Will it all end this way? Is this what's become of me? Through this terror I cannot see Trapped in this cycle of lies and deceit Deceit The Grieving skies fall on me Engulfing my sense of hope
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Across the frozen sky Time waits for you Look into the night Feel the scars etched into you The Arch of Time stretches across my life Echoes of times gone by Feeling the pain of all that's left Of all that's left behind Never return to peaceful bliss Who could see such plans Could see such plans as this Is this really all my life was for? Daggers in the back and war Oh God I need You here This existence I ask what for Is this really all my life was for? Daggers in the back and war Oh God I need You, oh God can't see You This existence I ask what for Across the frozen sky Time waits for you Look into the night Feel the scars etched into you
9.
Calling out to me from afar Distress and fury, darkness and worry This moment waited for it's time Far away and powerless, into this chaos I sink The stars are spinning 'round my mind The pavement chases darkened ground This world escapes away, this earthly life is in an early grave I feel the rage take over my heart All is black under this mourning sun Endless night of suffering All has come together to push me to... The verge of annihilation, destructions come untold The brink of decimation, the fire burns this cold Return to former times, bring forth the former mind Burn this new death at the crossing of the times Rip apart your flesh which would rot Cover your soul with mourning death Wash away this dross, let your heart be filled with guilt Better it is to carry this burden than die within the filth God hear my prayer, restore my life Annihilate this wicked night Expose this lie to save this heart Cover this place with Your Light As we walk on the verge of annihilation This terror procession in the mind The fires from the depths destroy the blessed times Threw into the pit of despair Seeing all that my soul has to bare I feel something reach down and save Let Your Fire bring death to this grave A thousand times more, heat this flesh As we stand on the verge of annihilation
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Countless hours spent staring at the skies Trying to find meaning, in this paradox of life As the tossing about continues onward Focused solely on the lies The venture of growth begins to avoid becoming A man without a chest Obtaining tranquility, in the end I feel Nothing but vain futility A journey not of destination Trials by fire, wind and ice Sorrow, guilt and shame Buried in despair, this life is more than I can bare Calling out, Immortal God, save me from this pain Battered down, in the dust, this life that you have slain I've reached my end Further down the path I see my end is near Coming, coming to the last All I held so dear has passed Endemic and Beautiful I see the end, the end My journey, not of destination My trials by fire, wind and ice My sorrow, guilt and shame Buried in despair, my life is more, than I can bare Obtaining Tranquility Seeking Serenity Calm this storm, in my soul Purify this darkened heart Calm my storm, in my soul Purify my heart Higher than the stars above is the One who wrecks Men's souls Destroyed my heart, broke me apart, and changed this heart of stone Trampled down into the ground, but the One wrecks Men's souls Destroyed my heart, broke me apart, and changed this heart of stone Put flesh upon these bones, forever more alive
11.
The Lord Bless you, and keep you The Lord make His face shine on you, and be gracious to you The Lord lift up His Countenance on you, and give you peace Numbers 6:24-26
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I told you once but I will say it again When you live the flesh it's the beginning of the end It will take you in, it will spit you out Behold the flesh and the power it holds Passion is a poison laced with pleasure bitter sweet One of many faces that hides deep beneath It will take you in, it will spit you out Behold the flesh and the power it holds Touch, taste, breathe, consumed Deja vu, already knew from the first encounter But now I know to let go of words to speak no more Like a wind upon your face you can't see it but you know it's there When beauty shows its ugly face, just be prepared Passion burns like fire carried by the wind The end of a time, a time to begin It will take you in, it will spit you out Behold the flesh and the power it holds It's build you up one way and tears you right back down A time to begin the end of a time It will take you in, it will spit you out Behold the flesh and the power it holds Touch, taste, breathe, consumed Deja vu, already knew from the first encounter But now I know to let go of words to speak no more Like a wind upon your face you can't see it but you know it's there When beauty shows its ugly face, just be prepared

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released December 17, 2021

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